There are times. Times like these, like now, like you think you have everything going on and you're just comfortable the way you are. And then you get in too deep with your comfort zone that you somehow begin to shun away other priorities in life. Normal everyday things, or even people suddenly turn into furnitures that you somehow oversee. And then there are news, gossips, drama and lyrics to pull you right back but it usually only lasts for a moment. And then there's a saying nothing lasts forever. If nothing lasts forever, then what is there to live? What is there to look forward to? Do we ever learn on not taking things for granted?
Feed me with contained promises. Love me unconditionally. Because really, nothing lasts forever.
My Lifetime Ahbwee is right when he says I need to clip my nails already. I hate typo errors caused by my nails. Thinking that I won't be doing any mani for awhile, I'd rather just.
Back to work tmrw. Back to feeling deprived of weekends. Back to counting the days till I meet my bf. Fyi, i only see him once or twice a week. Sometimes 3 or 4 if lady luck appears. I ain't complaining. I have a lifetime with him. But sometimes. Just sometimes, I need to puke when ppl go like "i don't know how you survive with only a day or two of meet-ups with ur bf" or "my bf has a meeting so i have to go home on my own, inconvenient sey!". Like seriously, I feel like yanking her hair. Where has all the All my independent women, throw dem hands up at me gone to?
