my bf is really the female me i tell you. he worries easily. hehehe...and him getting worried like that just reminded me how much he loves me. thank you for that reminder ok!
and in about another hour time, another february baby is will be turning 2*! happy birthday in advance sayang! and im sure hot stuff like you will age really well. no doubt.
eh tell u what. tmrw. once you're in ur office. photocopy your palms. both of them. make sure the lines are visible enough. keep those copies safely. and then maybe, on annual basis or even once every two years, compare those copies with your existing palm lines. notice any difference? :)
and im still contemplating. should i or should i not get that RED HOT FLIP hellomoto? im flipping myself thinking about it. this is what u call the opportunity costs. either that french class. or that RED HOT FLIP hellomoto. i might as well get both eh? crazee? hahaha.
feeling hot hot hot!
im going back to my grey's anatomy now. bye lah.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
i wish mr bennet's bodyguard cum good friend, whatever his name is could take a part of my memory away from me.
because it's the truth that i dont wanna know.
i wish it's possible to know but thats impossible bkoz i aint a claire bennet.
if i'm a claire bennet, i would die after knowing and then be back up n kicking again and contented that i knew how it's like to hurt till you die.
and then i would ask that guy to erase all the catastrophe away. only the catastrophe and nothing else...
i wonder if the rest of virgos think too much like moi.
i cant help it. but i really wish that guy exists after all.
Friday, February 23, 2007
and thank you.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
i want to be a party girl back like last time can anot?
i want to live recklessly again.
take some stuffs and start being a bulimic again.
and then i'll always be in the coolest of the moolest scenes and happenings in town.
ptuii! see. this is how bored i am. im waiting for my heroes episode 14 to finish up buffering and this is what i wrote. am done friendster-hopping...speaking of which, an old gf just sent me a smile! can't believe she found me. and now she's flying mlying. then she asks me why are you not flying. then i told her big deal it is just the same as waitressing except ur serving high up in the air and that makes u a little bit high class and she larfed and then i confessed to her i would love to but my height forbids me lah balls and she larfed even more. bitch! malu ok saya ini budak pendek. and i told her my next target in the career line and then she's like fuyoooo amoy! mesti yakin can tau! and then im like iyelah tu achi.....but am so glad she found me lah.
and no lah. i wouldnt wanna live recklessly anymore. that was jessica in nikki talking. i dont wanna rock n roll anymore. bosan sey.
but i still want that paul smith bag ive been yearning for 2 years now.
and that chanel sneakers ive been desiring, for 4 years now.
and i need to get out of elyo! unhealthy! dirty! so many anjings! jijik!
it is now one-o five in the freaking morning and im not asleep yet. i wish i could but i cant sleep lah. so many things on my mind. sometimes i scare myself like shit siol why must i think of all sorta stoopid unsignificant things. but i guess all that to make me more astute. but do u know that high pitch verbal noise is like a stinging brickbat to me. ok that was a statement not a question. i actually bruise that easily but i forgive easily too.
but me. elya. me. i am not one who forgets easily. especially a brickbat.
im smelling something stale.
it's no more glittery.
that period. it is? or it is not?
i wish to pull myself out of this denial.
reality check. elya.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
i feel like there's a war coming up soon. yes, despite the fact that there are many happenings in the world which are also the signs like duhh that the world is ending. but this world i'm talking about is different. this world which has soil as us yours truly, has rain as our downs, has summer seasons as our ups, has heart predators as those idiots we've met but most importantly has this subtle but powerful magnetic ozone layers holding us together throughout the years. but sadly, the layers are thinning out fast. i have no fucking idea why but must be the bad unseen radiations thats causing all these. and it is just so FUCKING SAD.
Farid means the world to me. And so do them.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Sunday, February 11, 2007
guess what i found while youtubing??? thank u youtube! dah lama aku cari benda ni. yayyyyy!!!
Last night i tried to be a cameron diaz + kirsten dunst. I thought i was gonna fail. I thought i cudnt pull it thru. I almost failed when it was only one third of the night. But then i thought about him. I thought about that special her having her special night last night. And BFF helped me pulled it thru. And i didnt have the heart to do what i was very capable of doing. What i was best at doing. I love to walk away from icky situations. But i stayed throughout the night. Until now, i left myself wondering, how the fricking hell did i manage to be so fake? :) Trust me. It was a chore to be fake when things around you are killing you inside. It was so hard to concentrate to keep on smiling for the sake of...well, for the his sake actually. I wouldn't wanna lose this simple battle.
Anyways, congrats to the newly weds. Benoit & Irelinda. You both were the most gorgeous couple in Hilton last night. I wish you both well in this new journey you guys made it look so easy to pull thru. Your new hopes and dreams, I'll pray for your success and may you both have a blissful life together.
And so, some boy received a nice weapon after the stroke of midnight last night. When he thought that i forgot to bring them along. Watching his face was priceless lah. And he grown so fat last night bkoz i bought him 2 cakes. And he's old already. But wei! a number is only a number. He still rocks me well. He doesnt have any athritis yet. And he's not balding!
And he played with his latest weapon today. Yes i know he aint some Giggs or Gerrard but hey! He's my Crouch lah ok! hahaha.
To my baby tua, happy 17th birthday. No, that wasnt a typo error. It was just an attempt to make him feel younger. Wow! haha. I love you honey sayang intan bucuk. Tua or not tua. My love for you won't ever age. I heart you.
Two more February babies to go!
Thursday, February 08, 2007
I just received an advancement letter from MDIS.
I would love to take Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Biz & Marketing.
I love i love i love. i love everything and anything that will generate revenue. kaching kaching! i love the capitals and equities. i love shares and debentures. i would love to get my own office in one of the big 5 in singapore. i would love to put on gucci pumps and prada suits to the office instead of my current t-shirt and jeans now. post ajer secretary. tapi siapa dress up pi cargo complex, dia giler. saya nak jadi power-girl in the CBD area. not just some secretary for life.
as i said earlier, i love money. but now im hating them. i hate them bkoz of my insufficient funds to further my studies. i hate internet banking bkoz i've used up a few grands of my life savings. i love and hate interest rates. i hate money bkoz someone is still owing loads of grands but she seem to be taking her own sweet fucking time to pay me back them money. and with that amount fully paid to me, i could fucking take my fucking degree! hell! i'm still able to graduate in fucking university of wales!
i cried naturally when daddy used to beat me up. i cried like i wanna die when my heart breaks. i cried endlessly when my hamster and cats died.
but now. the desire to clinch that piece of paper is killing me. whoever of u out there got fucking SPONSORED for your studies, you are fucking spoilt brats. i wish to fucking slaughter you all.
im just jealous. boo hoo.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I just have to share you strangers / friends / enemies this hot discovery.
Archaeologists in Italy have discovered a couple buried 5,000 to 6,000 years ago, hugging each other.
"It's an extraordinary case," said Elena Menotti, who led the team on their dig near the northern city of Mantova.
"There has not been a double burial found in the Neolithic period, much less two people hugging -- and they really are hugging."
Menotti said she believed the two, almost certainly a man and a woman although that needs to be confirmed, died young because their teeth were mostly intact and not worn down.
"I must say that when we discovered it, we all became very excited. I've been doing this job for 25 years. I've done digs at Pompeii, all the famous sites," she told Reuters.
"But I've never been so moved because this is the discovery of something special."
A laboratory will now try to determine the couple's age at the time of death and how long they had been buried.
- ROME (Reuters)
Is dat hot or sweet or sweet hotness?
Maybe romeo and juliet existed after all. Maybe Shakespeare wrote the play based on true life accounts or at least true facts. Aaaahh...coolness.
What was the cause? What were their last thoughts? Was there any suffering? Did they die together because their love was really tight like that? Or were they in that position because of obligations? Was there any sincerity? Why did they die like that?? Why did they have to be sooo super sweet even after 5000 years???
Whatever the laboratory might find, i just think those skeletons are pure sweetness. Till death they parted.
And that's the hottest thing.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
dia tidak cantik makkk dia tidak jelik makkk yang sedang-sedang sajaaaa yang pentinggggg dia setiaaa
heeee....currently listening to Warna and then that old dangdut song by wan was aired and i was thinking wow wan confirm dah tua bkoz dat song is very the primary school era.
do u know...
that i'll be doing my shopping alone today. yes. without bf nagging at me for going in and out of high-end boutiques. without him getting rimas seeing me rimas with big no-eyes crowd. yes arrrrrrrr. im going shopping for linda's wedding next week. so many to try on. with so little time. maybe i should stop by some ice-cream joints like haagen dazs and indulge in their sinful fondue. maybe i should drop by marina square for awhile and see true religion's latest collection. maybe that few pairs of aldo. eh shit. vivo got dior or not? i wanna buy some accessories since i lost one of my dior earrings during zoukout last year. now im only left with one side. how like that?
eh so fun.
and aydah, confirm lah im gonna get that ring. so cheap!!!
and aydah, pls eh. pls dont forget eh. pls dont forget to invite me should there be anymore future company chalets. last night was totally gerek dot com. dian, pls try to psycho ur bf harder to play soccer tmrw. and then we become their virgin cheerleaders. too woow too woow!
if anyone whoever you are bump into me wherever i'll be at later, pls tegur ok. i could use a 2-mins quick chat since i'll be going mute for the day. need to exercise my mouth lah. erm ok.