last week around this time today, my bro got married. aypah got engaged (surprisingly with elfy :p). qiu qiu and miu miu got irritated with me bkoz i didnt get to say hi to them often.
and last night's netball game made my legs wobly and i had to walk with perfecly straight legs. nanti orang ingat aku nak step bontot jek. sakit siul kaki gua.
and ive seen a few profiles with just girls in their list. like an art gallery. losers.
and im keeping my mouth shut about so many things nowadays. it sucks swallowing. it sucks not having my thots heard. but it just have to be that way. and im usually quite an extrovert so this is quite a chore for me. i dont want people to think of me as the petty, whiny one. so i'll just shut up. have i told you it sucks to shut up?
i'll just go back writing in my secret diary for awhile now.
but before i do, congrats again to aypah for becoming his half-halally. u guys made the journey halfway now so its another half to go. 2009 it is insyaAllah.
to my cousins, aunties and uncles, stop asking me when my date will be can. you want fast fast, then you all have to sponsor both me and him can? if cannot sponsor, then pls stop the questions!!!!
congrats to my abg cik for becoming the husband of a beautiful wife (i know he doesnt know i have a blog but so what rite). Alhamdulillah you made it finally. despite sometimes u have asked me to tell her u were sleeping but instead u went out fishing. but its ok its alrite. asalkan kau tak buat benda2 merepek lagi sudah. i still remember when daddy blew up bkoz he found a condom in ur bag so many donkey years ago. hahahaha! and remember the double decker bed we used to have? and then we would sprawl all the mattresses we have and all the pillows our salivas have stained on the floor and we would imagine that we were all in a helicopter and would jump down freestyle stunts to the self-cushioned floor. and i still remember you used to have this harley davidson hankerchief which i always played with when i was baking a hot cake in the toilet. and you cleaned me up and scolded me for playing with ur cool hankerchief. and there was once when i called out for you to clean me up but u buat bodoh only n thats when i learnt how to cebok myself. i cant remember exactly which one of u twin brothers who taught me how to dry myself. we used to always shower together but stopped when u started to develop bulus here n there n my breasts were starting to show. hahahaha. i know i have never uttered the three words to both of you (even if i have, it was sooooooooooo long ago), but i do love both of you. for your non-chalant behaviour towards me most of the time, for always picking up fights with me during those times, for sparring with me a couple of times, how fast time flew. and now im the only one left.
got to go now. i wanna start playing the irritating sims again. and build a mansion bigger than those at 6th avenue. it sucks to have a dream house being built in a laptop only and to have electronic figurines live in it and not you.
i want to live in a mansion with lots of passion with me and my bf. me and my bf.
