i want to be a party girl back like last time can anot?
i want to live recklessly again.
take some stuffs and start being a bulimic again.
and then i'll always be in the coolest of the moolest scenes and happenings in town.
gerek dok.
ptuii! see. this is how bored i am. im waiting for my heroes episode 14 to finish up buffering and this is what i wrote. am done friendster-hopping...speaking of which, an old gf just sent me a smile! can't believe she found me. and now she's flying mlying. then she asks me why are you not flying. then i told her big deal it is just the same as waitressing except ur serving high up in the air and that makes u a little bit high class and she larfed and then i confessed to her i would love to but my height forbids me lah balls and she larfed even more. bitch! malu ok saya ini budak pendek. and i told her my next target in the career line and then she's like fuyoooo amoy! mesti yakin can tau! and then im like iyelah tu achi.....but am so glad she found me lah.
and no lah. i wouldnt wanna live recklessly anymore. that was jessica in nikki talking. i dont wanna rock n roll anymore. bosan sey.
but i still want that paul smith bag ive been yearning for 2 years now.
and that chanel sneakers ive been desiring, for 4 years now.
and i need to get out of elyo! unhealthy! dirty! so many anjings! jijik!
it is now one-o five in the freaking morning and im not asleep yet. i wish i could but i cant sleep lah. so many things on my mind. sometimes i scare myself like shit siol why must i think of all sorta stoopid unsignificant things. but i guess all that to make me more astute. but do u know that high pitch verbal noise is like a stinging brickbat to me. ok that was a statement not a question. i actually bruise that easily but i forgive easily too.
but me. elya. me. i am not one who forgets easily. especially a brickbat.
