ever since yesterday, ever since my empty promise to blogger to upload muse's vids for all of u to see and loathe me further, i just couldn't help it!
last night i was playing maple story.
and today. i just couldn't be bothered especially after tuitioning my nephew's maths. i tell u. i felt like going in for the kill lah. but his aunty has loads of patience. u wait one day i explode all of u die. eh. broken betul.
anyways, life is definitely sweet.
bkoz my division head just gave me an original pierre cardin classic metal pen. with casing some more! and i didn't realize i am actually a part of Elyo's union members until recently. despite the fact that im only under contract. the only contract staff who is currently a member of the union actually. :) :) :) eksen eh!
and i'm in the organizing committee for Elyo's d&d this yr. heng ah this year got committee. eh really lah. organizing an event alone (or maybe ur boss helps u a little here n there) for sooo many people could just drive you crazy. must ask for quotations like hell. must source here n there. but all in the name of job. all in the name of secretary. i love i love i love.
but i aint gonna stay this position forever lor.
bkoz this past few days i actually had the time to play puzzle bobble at my freaking desktop. yes it was that scary to know that i currently have nada work. zero. nil. kosong. and it's no fun bkoz there wasnt anything to do.
and i pity my bf manja. everyday he has to go on sites. makin cheleng bf aku.
takpe takpe. cheleng no cheleng. i still love him all the same.
yes. whatever lah idiots. call me love sick. pathetic or whatever ok. im just really really really praying for this.......ok stop bkoz i wouldnt wanna jinx it.
enuff of jinxes already.
omigod.
here it is again.
another random entry.
n dont you think nanotechnology is just beautiful? what about cloning? or automated parking system?
would you like to be nano-ed?
and people please! RESERVE! bkoz extinction is forever.
and i regretted throwing tantrums when i got home just now.
bkoz i saw a used knife still lying on the kitchen table. nephew taking time to eat his dinner so he'll have lesser study time with me. n i found a stack of my archies sprawling on the floor. WTF?
don't scold me can. im a proud virgo. a proud perfectionist. i like to do things all the way till it gets finished. and i cant stand sights like mentioned above. i threw the knife into the sink. screamed at my nephew for being complacent bkoz he's siting for his damned PSLE this year. chucked back my archies where it initially belongs to. n concurrently i was yakketting dunno what shit ah. yes i know it's still too early to stress that kid. but risk is one factor i would love to burn. i am a risk taker....hmmm...quite ah. but i wont risk for this kid. he's studying algebra already lah! nasib baik aku pandai buat maths.
sigh.......
amidst all these little hurricanes, i don't know how he did that but he suddenly appeared like that. n thinking of him actually soothes me...he is like my mint chocolate. like my 7up in chocolate milk. like my ayam lemak chilli padi. so sweet. so sedap. so menyamankan. and at times, so hawt!
and im proud of him for being who he is today. sure, people say the past experiences always mould an individual. but im proud of myself also for anchoring his heart. for being such a hotness he couldn't resist. and im proud of him on how he tries to relate things i dun understand to me. im proud of him being himself wholly silly romantically with me.
and after a long time....i think my parents are proud of me.
ok lah. besok kita punya new year. slamat tahun baru kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat.
kepada yang non-chalant tentang tahun baru kita, korang boleh jadi musibat.
omg dat is soo not funny lor. ok im sorry. im sorry i actually mean it.
