Either way it's suicide Cars drive through in real time You choose the stars in blue and white I love you till i'm dead inside Plastic eyes look milky white And the violence makes things hard to hide Our pale faces sink in time Either way it's suicide
I'm gonna jump the next train Gonna jump on a plane Take a ticket to the other side Jump the next train
Touch till hot times smack me up And cigarettes taste good tonight Modern girl it's time to go Either way i'll let you know We wake up to a polaroid And the blank eyes stare at something new Little unit don't let go All I really want is you
I'm gonna jump the next train Gonna jump on a plane Take a ticket to the other side Jump the next train
Why now utter your sorries? Why now mention your worries? Why now that talks about future? Why now those tears and sighs? Why now those flashbacks? Why now the heavy heart ache? Why now to pursue? Why now the "i'll never forget you and stop missing you"? What are the meanings in those words again? Seems like i had misplaced my oxford dictionary. Why now the realization of the diamonds and stars i gotten for you? You're not physically blind, that's why i hate you for not seeing through me. You're not deaf, that's why i hate you for not listening to me. You have all your cells beautifully intact, that's why i hate you for not feeling me.
But nevertheless, don't you worry now. I've forgiven you and I'll pray for the best for you. Don't you worry now about the bitches in this thing called life. I am very sure with guts like yours, you'll make it through. And don't you worry about me. If i ever meet an asshole, lessons from our relationship have prepared me for the better and the worse. So hush and don't you worry about me now.
So like our many immature goodbyes before, 090806 is indeed our final ultimate matured goodbye. Forgive me for my wrong doings since i'm only human and not that perfect as what you had described me as. I will be a good girl. I promise...ok?
